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Have I totally screwed it up?..Did I do the right thing?...I dunno...I do things and handle problems the best way I know how...If its wrong in other people's eyes,sigh...wat more can i do?...they have their own way of thinking...I have mine...
Smetimes I wonder...watever u said tat nite wen we met...did u mean it or u were just saying it for the sake of saying it to shut me up?....did i ever mean anything to u?...u told me tat ure nt good at telling how u feel...i noe tat...if ure nt good then dun...i wld nver force u to say things n YOU KNOW IT....bt u cld at least show that u care...nw u always end ur msg to me with "love u".....i use to long to hear u say it...nw wen u do say it,i feel like u dun mean it...i dunno...i dun blame u...mayb its me...mayb i push u to do tat...im sorry....bt i wont bother u anymore...bt if u need me i will still b here...always...u'll nver noe how much u truly mean to me...n watever happens,I
WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...
People change...That's smething i have to tell myself more an more each day...i guess the saying is right..its only the people that u love and care sooooo much about that hurts you the most...mayb its my fault...i expected too much maybe...mayb i cared abt them too much...love them too much tat i'm finding it hard to let go....sigh..bt i'm learning...slowly...bit by bit...little by little...n hpefully one day, i am able to let them go...
--sang soo sadly at--
